Then again "no blind man will use sight or vision as his strength to achieve things".
Ironically some of the best musicians were blind and some Raagi Singhs too.
So fundamental issue in our dialog, curiosity or search here is that,
Do have the eyes to see God creator? Do we have ears to hear the God/creator? and so on ......
We do know that we do not have a monopoly on connections with God/creator.
Fundamental in our approach we have to register say the following,
Our level of ignorance versus our level of knowledge have a major disconnect in that how little we know. SGGS says don't go after to learn it all. Learn some and as much but more importantly use it to recognize consonance and all around you so that you may know your place to be at peace, happiness, and so on. Some will say do so to make God/creator proud! Then again do we fall into the same trap as about consciousness. Does God/creator even have pride in the creation so created and transforming. Does the all knowing ever not know the results any way based on what is!
Luckysingh ji I believe lot of such introspection takes spirals one down into a spiritual whirlpool and we may enter a zone of darkness to come out or not. If we perhaps been in such state by design or accident we perhaps will be cognizance of some underlying nuggets but I have not been even close to it even after taking some pretty very very hard knocks over th years. But I recognize that you once posted your experiences along such lines and I have always respected that as there really is much unknown.
It is all in good spirit to share and chat even while we share our thoughts at times opposite to each others views.
Sat Sri Akal to all. 
