Hi CaramelChocolate!
Thank you so much for the clarification, and the quotation.
You have posed, in my opinion, a deep and very interesting statement that I'm trying to digest.
I don't personally disagree with you in that I, too, believe that God is a merciful and loving God...and that He gives us many chances on earth.
The Judeo-Christian scriptures from the Pentateuque (Genesis/Exodus/Leviticus/Numbers/Deuteronomy), which Christians and Jews share word-for-word.
The times were rather savage. In addition to death, there were many references to human sacrifices. Deutoronomy I think even hints at honor killings. With time, these practices mercifully fell away and have stayed away.
I cannot say say that I take this as grounds as rejecting Christianity or Judaism as a whole, however, I do not practice those faiths, either.
(I cannot comment on the scripture sightings flagged as "The Cow", as I really do not know them.)