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A lot depends on how much time you are able to devote to listening to some of our renowned parcharaks, like Giani Thakur Singh and Sant Maskeen. If possible you need to learn gurmukhi and engage with the Gurbani. There are many sites on Sikhi. There are a lot of very informative books and as I said a lot depends on your time.Hope the Guru keeps you on this journey of discovery which should eventually deepen your love of the Guru and keep you engaged.
A lot depends on how much time you are able to devote to listening to some of our renowned parcharaks, like Giani Thakur Singh and Sant Maskeen. If possible you need to learn gurmukhi and engage with the Gurbani. There are many sites on Sikhi. There are a lot of very informative books and as I said a lot depends on your time.
Hope the Guru keeps you on this journey of discovery which should eventually deepen your love of the Guru and keep you engaged.