then your argument does not work, in that case, the Creator is still growing and learning, have I got that right?
yes, I know this, allow me to explain my own reasoning, my oneness right now is in the base and the shit, not the holy, but then, that is today, now, tomorrow I may feel differently. So we can therefore assume there must be 3 states, oneness with god, oneness with the shit, and a state of duality, but even oneness with God is only for today, isn't it?, in fact not even for today, not even for the next hour, not even for the next 5 mins, its now, right now, and then suddenly everything changes, I don't know anyone that lives in one state, whether it be shit, or God, duality is a human state that, as far as I can see, has not been conquered by anyone, do you know anyone that has conquered this, and I mean really conquered it, not just pretending to.
sure there is a point, the point is knowing yourself and understanding who you really are, rather than who you wish to be
it makes me understand why I do things, rather than just not do them out of fear or ridicule, or because of what society says I should do, or because of what society understand of religion, which seems to change on a regular basis.
actually I have never been a womanizer, I have always treated women with the utmost respect, I have always loved sex, this is true, but I have never taken advantage of or used anyone.
no more dismal than those that convince themselves that they are pure and holy and are above all of these things, who is kidding who? I refuse to apologise for not being able to stick a plaster on the whole thing and move on, its there, I have to live with it and integrate it into my life, rather than stick it in a box, and keep sticking things into boxes until I am just another zombie, another walking dead.
I refuse to accept I have any divine light, I don't think I would want any, sounds a bit boring and tedious, and although when I was younger, I hurt others for my gain, it is not something I would do now, I live by a very simple rule,
primum non nocere, first do no harm, to yourself, or to others, although I often exempt myself from this, but to others, for me, it is a holy saying.
oneness with what though?
as I said there must be three states, duality, oneness with one state, and then oneness with the other state
as said, I am no scholar, and in fact, have little time for scholarly pursuits, I am a scar collector, that is how I function, if you could explain where this is going, I will attempt to provide my opinion.
I am interested in this, go on please, I have never really paid much attention to this argument, but what your saying is that everything is one, sure, I buy that, the problem lies in the reality of the situation, you are not me, and I am not you, so although we are one, we are not, no matter how you explain it, I will never be you, and you will never be me, you can explain how it all works, but the reality does not reflect the idealistic.
