After trying hard to live the sikhi lifestyle, and also trying to have a healthy life in the sikhi community, i feel in a way... disappointed with the sikhi community.
When I first came into the community here in Vernon, some people said to me that community is friendly, and open minded. Well it has been anything except that. mostly, people simply avoid talking to me also take behind my back.
I had at one point almost made a few good friends, however, they have seem to have since started to avoid me, and not even return my calls. While I understand they are busy, why can't people jsut give me a phone call?
Anyways, i just move on in cases like this, I'm used to it enough that it really doesn't matter anymore.
Actually have a few friends online, however, it doesn't help that i am usually hundreds of mle saway from them.
Sometimes wonder if other converts and honest sikhi are lonely and rejected as well. It's not healthy to feel sorry for ones self, however, I worry that others go through this on a regular basis.
The sikhi community has left a sour note to me, so I guess I will just move on again...

Edit: And no, i'm not converting to another religion
When I first came into the community here in Vernon, some people said to me that community is friendly, and open minded. Well it has been anything except that. mostly, people simply avoid talking to me also take behind my back.
I had at one point almost made a few good friends, however, they have seem to have since started to avoid me, and not even return my calls. While I understand they are busy, why can't people jsut give me a phone call?
Anyways, i just move on in cases like this, I'm used to it enough that it really doesn't matter anymore.
Actually have a few friends online, however, it doesn't help that i am usually hundreds of mle saway from them.
Sometimes wonder if other converts and honest sikhi are lonely and rejected as well. It's not healthy to feel sorry for ones self, however, I worry that others go through this on a regular basis.
The sikhi community has left a sour note to me, so I guess I will just move on again...
Edit: And no, i'm not converting to another religion