Satnaam Harry Ji,
Please read the following from Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji:
Those who meditate single-mindedly on the Naam, and contemplate the Teachings of the Guru
thin kae mukh sadh oujalae thith sachai dharabaar ||
-their faces are forever radiant in the Court of the True Lord.
oue a(n)mrith peevehi sadhaa sadhaa sachai naam piaar ||1||
They drink in the Ambrosial Nectar forever and ever, and they love the True Name. ||1||
bhaaee rae guramukh sadhaa path hoe ||
O Siblings of Destiny, the Gurmukhs are honored forever.
har har sadhaa dhhiaaeeai mal houmai kadtai dhhoe ||1|| rehaao ||
They meditate forever on the Lord, Har, Har, and they wash off the filth of egotism. ||1||Pause||
manamukh naam n jaananee vin naavai path jaae ||
The self-willed manmukhs do not know the Naam. Without the Name, they lose their honor.
this is just one example of hundreds from Guru ji. I can post all Day
Have you tried to do this for a certain amount of Time. In Science they say in-order to disprove something, you have to experience it, and test it for yourself and see it with your own eyes...this also applies to your bagti and devotion....not to just believe in what people say...to test for yourself.
Do it every day for 6 months...every day do ardaas to Waheguru Ji, tell him you have doubts about whether this is the correct way...say to Waheguru Ji that you are tired of the views of everyone and want to know the 'Truth' and gently ask Waheguru ji to come live inside your heart and show you the true way and ask for his support in testing this out.
then do your meditation...every day for six months without fail...and share your experiences with everyone. after 6 months i'm sure you will decide whether this is for you or not
But remember you must feel some thirst for Waheguru ji already in your heart in-order for your motivation to be there. The thirst is Gods Grace. If the thirst is low at the moment...as this into your ardaas requesting it.