Hello, my name is Chris I'm 19 years old, I live in the Amsterdam, Netherlands.
I've another account on SPN with name "kggr" which is my main account, I didn't come online for almost 6-7 months, I accidently logged into this account thinking that this is my main account and even without knowing/remembering that I had multiple accounts here
However since I now remember my main account, I will be using that one on SPN from now.
The past few months I was sucked up in the world and it's affairs.
I'm doing trying my best to not get sucked up again, it's really hard to always remember the one.
I'm praying to god that he will hold my hand and help me to cross this worldly ocean.
I really love the Sikh philosophy, I try to follow it.
However I don't see my self as Guru's sikh, I'am not worth to be called his student, I fail to follow he's teachings. Even a dog is beter then me he doesn't leave his master unlike I do.