Pukandi Baba said:
My juthi is solid...
Ik sir vich mara, ta sab kuch patta lag javega :u):
Mm...I have strong moral values, but my parents never beat it into me.
I think that parents need to start instilling a fundamental
sense of morals into their children from an early age, and not just start lecturing them very loudly (punctuated by the odd
juthi-smashing, of course :}{}{}
when they start arriving home at 4 o'clock in the morning {censored}ed to the bone at the age of 16.
Sikh said:
Hi Everyone,
I am new to this forum...have not read all the replies/comments for this post yet so forgive me if I am repeating some old topics. However, any replies/comments/questions would be appreciated.
I am a Sikh female living in the "Western World." As a young girl I had seen things in black and white: I thought I would live with an extended family, and get an arranged marriage. I was, and am, heavily into my books and school, my academics and future career. Maybe as a result of what I was taught growing up, I have always interpreted a "good Sikh" as being an honest and good person. However, being a Sikh Punjabi girl, other things were expected of me that I then agreed with...but now I am confused where the line is drawn between religion and Punjabi culture. I have always believed that religion is most important...but I do not know what the Guru Granth Sahib has to say about some issues.
When I was a child I was molested by a family member, and had told one of my parents about it. It was ignored and the one who did this to me continues to maintain ties and contact with my family. For a long long time, this did not affect me or my faith. As a girl I stuck to my studies. I never got involved with boys...I was taught that it was "bad" and that dating is bad...that a family's respect rides on the women in the family...that if they do something disrespectful, the family will be shamed in the community.
I believed this, I do still to some extent. But is dating bad? I have never, or will never have premarital sex. But now, as things get older I am confused about some other things. What if your parents are against you dating? Is dating against Sikh "protocol"? Dating of course involves touching and kissing, but in my case no sex to be blunt. It involves a full relationship with the person, caring about the person, (who is Sikh)...and of course no cheating...but what if your parents think this is bad and don't want you to do it? Then you are being deceitful right?
I have rambled a bit in this post...but I guess my main question and point is that I am very confused...I don't know anymore what is right and what is wrong. For a long time and still I can not bring myself to trust people because of my experiences as a child and the sexual abuse. I know that this is no excuse to lose the power to resist temptation. The most important thing is, I am trying to find God and strengthen my faith every day, and I can not even think of what He thinks is right or wrong when it comes to this issue. I will feel guilty if I see a boy who has a relationship kind of interest in me, if I hold his hand or kiss him. Recently this has happened in my life...and I feel nothing but confusion...I feel as though I cannot even feel any emotion because all I can hear in my head is what my family has repeated over and over...that premarital relationships (even though they do not involve premarital sex) make you a bad and dirty person. Maybe that is right, or maybe I am being naive or am "too innocent"...as I am often told. I feel like maybe I am drifting farther from God if I do this. I care about what God wants from me...and I know this is more important than even family or friends or sex or boys. But, knowing what He wants from me is the hard part. Do I stop seeing this person?
Please let me know what you all think...about dating, what is right, what is wrong ...and if anyone specifically is familiar with the Guru Granth Sahib I would really appreciate a reply. I have learned as I have grown that finding God is not a black and white straight path quest...you will encounter obstacles along the way...I look forward to getting some insight into this issue
Hey there
I think it goes without saying that I am so very, very sorry about what you had to experience when you were younger :}
and I hope that you have/will be able to bring yourself to move on and create a strong foothold in your life as an independent young woman
On God:
When you talk about God, you seem to be talking about God like a living, thinking person who's up there in a chair looking down on each of us. Whilst turning God into a human being is a convenient and easy image to have for many of us, I'm afraid that the truth is a little less 'humanistic'. God is an all-pervasive force that is eternal and everlasting. He is not characterised in Gurbani as having any human traits, whatsoever. To quote the Mool Mantra that opens the Granth:
"There is but one God. He is all that is.
He is the Creator of all things, and He is all-pervasive.
He is without fear and without emnity.
He is timeless, unborn and self-existent.
He is the Enlightener
And can be realised by his grace alone.
He was true in the beginning; He was in all ages.
The True One, was - O, Nanak - and shall forever be."
~ 'Guru Granth Sahib', Japji, p.1 ~
Morals (i.e. the sense of what is 'right' and 'wrong') is not God's decision, but that of the society that we are presented with. For example, in Western society, dating, etc is considered a societal norm. In Eastern culture, however...it's a little more taboo.
Personally, I don't look down on either side, but I have made a choice. I've made a choice not to date simply because I know that my parents would prefer it. They sometimes asked me if I've ever been interested in dating someone, and I've always told them that "it's okay, I've made up my mind and I'm gonna do things the 'old fashioned' way because I love you and because it's the idea I'm most used to".
It's important to realise that God doesn't factor into deciding whether or not this is 'right' or 'wrong'. The Guru Granth Sahib was not really created as a 'moral guide to dating'. It was more just a way to view God that differed from the attitudes of Muslims and Hindus (whilst sharing some commonalities, of course) and to instill a sense of moral righteousness in a very general sense. Therefore, maybe you'd be interested to know what the Granth says about Lust (deemed to be one of the Five Theives - essential to life, but dangerous if allowed to get out of control)? It says that meditating on the Great Force with all one's heart is a good way to cool such desires.
On you:
Essentially, I think that your main dilemma is that you are torn between:
1. - Wanting to have an actively romantic relationship, and...
2. - ...not wanting to impinge on the expectations of your community.
You basically have to decide which one you want and/or to find a way to come to a compromise. Yeah, it's always frustrating when other people (who are all as imperfect - if not moreso - as you, ma and everyone else) seem to think that they have the right to hold a judgemental opinion on you just because you are involved in something that they don't understand or have drawn a mental curtain across (like a monkey's gut reaction: "dating is bad, dating is bad!!"). But you know what? It really only matters if you let it matter.
Perhaps you'd consider sitting down with your parents and telling them precisely how you feel. Listen to what they have to say in return and see if you can come to an amicable agreement of some kind. Ensure that you all sit down with a positive attitude and make it very clear that you want things to be as civil and open-minded as possible.
And so:
Well, I hope I've been at least one little shred of help. Knowing me, I've just gaffed on for ages and not said anything worth hearing, but maybe there's something in my ramble that has made things a little clearer for you or has helped you come up with an idea for how to make things better for you.
Once again, I am so very sorry about what happened to you...I think I'm gonna be in a bad mood for the rest of the day now :}
:. But you come across as a very intelligent and strong individual and I have every faith that you'll be just fine.
Best of luck :wink:
P.S. - Whilst I exercise self-restraint and self-discipline, most of my brethren seem to have the self-control of a dog. Not to impinge your trust too much, but do be careful and intelligent with whom you choose to give your heart to. Remember, once you've given it to someone, they can break it if they choose to. Make sure that the person you
do give it to deserves to have it and is someone you totally trust. Be strong, be smart, be safe. Peace out