Chazji
I have thought about you quite a lot over the bank holiday weekend, and at times, I have found myself just wishing I could switch off the white noise in my head, just to find some calm, some peace, (backlog of 15 pc's/laptops to get out), however, and after giving he matter a huge amount of thought, my feeling is that this simran you speak of, are mind clearing practices, all our minds are different, in mine, I see wolves and clowns, in yours you see the five thieves, my own personal opinion is that one needs to really understand what is going on in your head rather than block it out, take for example gambling, drinking and women, all used to have a huge hold on me, that now I find boring, I do not need to do simran to block them out, I have understood what they represent, the fun I could have in indulging in them, and the peace I have if I do not, of course I still have a few things that I need to work on, but the things I have ticked, they cannot touch me again, ever. My method utilises learning about yourself, really getting into your head and mentally debating, using the fine words of wisdom from the Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, there is no need to read off huge parts of Bani, when sometimes just thinking about one line will suffice. Not chanting, or repeating, but understanding, just one line can be enough.
So, question, and an honest answer required, do you use simran to envelop yourself in grace so that you can fight off the thieves, or do you use simran as a learning tool in the hope that one day you can understand the five thieves and understand why they have nothing to entice you with?
your brother harry
Great post harry Ji,
The very fact you are doing all of the above is Grace. The contemplation, the wanting to be a better person, the changes you've made...all is grace
For your very interesting question i will try and explain the best i can from my own experience.
Gurbani keeps telling us to try and 'Remember' god, to 'Wake up'.
What should we remember? am i somehow asleep? that i need to Awaken?
What on earth is God talking about?
har k
aa n
aam n ch
aeth
ai pr
aan
ee b
ikal bhae
iaa sa(n)g m
aae
iaa ||
You do not remember the Name of the Lord, and you become confused by Maya.
dh
ooj
ai bh
aae s
uth
ae kabeh
i n j
aageh
i m
aae
iaa m
oh p
iaar ||
Asleep in the love of duality, they never wake up; they are in love with, and attached to Maya
Is he trying to take me back to a place where i once was?....from where i have been away so long, that i dont remember anymore? Do i need to pysically move, is Guru Ji referring to my Consciousness?
Quick Story:
A Man, living an eventful life, has a car crash, severe head injuries.
Wakes up and cannot remember anything anymore, who he was, who his family was. Doctors try to really 'wake' him up and make him 'REMEMBER' using various 'techniques'.
The technique discussed in Gurbani is Simran/Meditation.
a(n)tharagath theerathh mal naao ||
cleanse yourself with the Name, at the sacred shrine deep within.
What is this Shrine 'DEEP WITHIN'?
You see, God implanted in us a method by which we can remember him if our attachment to his creation becomes too strong.
If you are attached to something, you need to withdraw from it, but the 5 thieves have us by our hair
ghar meh
i a(n)mr
ith thasakar l
aeee ||
In the house of the self is the Ambrosial Nectar, which is being stolen by the thieves.
As in the above quote, the amrith is within us, the 5 thieves prevent us from experiencing it.
So i use Simran to come face to face with the 5 thieves deep within me. I mean to the core of where they actually exists. in my subconscious mind.
I can 'see' what the thieves are up to, which of them 'influence' me more by the thoughts and images that apear in my head.
Rather than skimming the surface of the 5 thieves in my daily life i.e. not perving at a woman, being jelous of someone else, stopping myself from getting upset if someone slanders me or my family...instead i am going to the core, the root cause and trying to clear it permanently.
And what i've found is when you start to hold down the 5 thieves more and more, your experiences of god increases, you can almost plot it on a graph. Ego is the worst one. move that to one side and god literally shines through, hence the title of this thread "inner vision".
The Simran Medition is for an hour or two per day, after which you have the rest of the day to do your outer Simran, i.e. charity, seva, and testing how much your character is changing with the internal Simran you're doing. You have your inner experience of God, and also your outer experience with God (creation).
n
ij ghar mehal p
aavah
u s
ukh sehaj
ae bah
ur n h
oe
ig
o f
aer
aa ||3||
Within the home of your own inner being, you shall obtain the Mansion of the Lord's Presence with intuitive ease. You shall not be consigned again to the wheel of reincarnation. ||3||
s
aath sam
u(n)dh bhar
ae n
iramal n
eer ||
the seven seas within are filled with the Immaculate Water.
These Seven Seas refer to the Seven Chakras (hinduism) and Seven Seals (christianity). They exist within us, and as you really truly start to defeat your 5 thieves from deep within your mind, the Amrit starts to flow through your body through all of the Seven energy centres (seven Seas).
When i do my simran and experience as per Guru Ji's grace, i can come back to gurbani and relate to such quotes as above.
Hope this explains.
God bless you.